i wont stand being despise.
i cant stand being despise.
i didnt choose it to be this way.
especially when it's not what i want.
especially when it's not something i deserve.
especially when you're not rich nor of any status.
especially when you arent any better.

bloody bitch. who are you to curse me? when you go round flirting and hitting on every single guy thinking that they're all about you. wake up la. you're not young anymore. and you dont even look good.

but everything shall end now.

i will stray.